Updated: Dec 20, 2019
F earful of breaking down, in front of the very ones I'm attempting to build up. R ealizing I'm not as strong as they assume if they only knew how much strength it took for me to just enter this room. A ngry at myself for being this way, when I should have sent certain people packing, I begged them to stay. G od knows my heart like He knows I'm doing everything within my power to not fall apart. I n all that I do, I do to maintain my sanity, I've all but lost my hope in the salvation of humanity. L aughing while slowly dying inside, in plain sight is where I do my best to hide. E ager to leave, the second after I arrive, but my hunger to teach, is the only reason I desire to remain alive.